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i've decided boys are just yuckie jerks.   [except my boy of course]

rant --->
seriously, they're just like so insensitive and stupid.  like this one guy, we'll call him "matt"...cuz that's his name lol.  and he has a girlfriend right?  who lives in canada, but that's ok.  so ahem everyday in driver's ed class, he'll like stare at me to try and make me uncomfortable...and then when i was on the phone with alex, he kept saying that i was gonna break up him.  and then he kept saying that i wanted to go out with him [matt] ...umm okkaaay. first of all, you have a girlfriend and i'm already taken.  jeeeeez.  then he tried to write on my paper "cici loves matt."  what the heck...yeah and then the other day i caught him sitting in another girl's lap in the cafeteria.  ughh i feel bad for his girlfriend...

even krissy was like: "uhh that's not right..."

sorrrrrry alexie...you were right...

and then there's brandon...who touched me AGAIN today.  uGHH  omgosh so he keeps like tickling me in class and poking me in the sides...today he kept giving me a massage and put his hand around my shoulders.  i've told him to stop like everyday...it's so annoying...  *rawr*  why do i always have to sit by nasty boys?!  all he does is copy my work and bother when he's bored...

o wait did i forget nick?  YEA so everyday he tries to talk to me and be like "oh cici...did you kno you're the love of my life?"  every frickin day and he always pimps me for answers and asks how i'm doing like every 5 mins.  gosh...  i've gotten mean about it...i'm like "don't talk to me!"  but he still does...  pooopy boys...

oh yes and so today, i see nick again:
nick: "cici, you're such a doll."
me: "..."
nick: "i just felt like saying that. do you think i'm wierd?"
me: "uhhhmmm...yes and it makes me uncomfortable, so stop talking to me."

seee how mean i am now?!

hmm but guess what?  i found my old very old mariah carey cd rainbow. 

mariah carey // can't take that away from me

i just found out that my break doesn't start until the 23rd...that sucks...ughhh rochester administrators are mean   at least we have late start this weeek...

super weekend:

_[ friday]_
>> french club meeting...first ever!  yayy we started a french club!  mmhmm and i think we're gonna learn how to fence.  :)  and eat exotic french food!  i think we're having a christmas party this friday too.

_[ saturday ]_
>> shopping with M at glc.  got all my christmas shopping done :)  yayy  ahem i <3 american eagle stuff...hmmm also does anybody kno a place where you can get your jewelry engraved??  [ besides "things remembered" ]

_[ sunday ]_
>> CONCERT!!  eXposure tour @ clutch cargos = super .  a bunch of local punk and alternative bands playing from 11am to 11pm...yayy that was fun!  you kno what was digusting?  all the smoke...*cough*  i was like suffocating in there...and saw waaaaay too many lesbian couples
-got there around 1:30-2ish.  i went with M and doug.  and then doug made us listen to a death metal band...EWWWW.  yuckie i hate death metal and metal of any kind....seriously, it's like not even music.  just loud screaming stuff and a guy with an awful voice...
-my ears are STILL ringing...*ouch* that's what i get for standing right next to the stage
-lol moshing...i'vedecided i definitely dislike mosh pits.  i have like bruises all over my legs now and my knee hurts from being slammed into the stage.  and somehow, i ended up with a hole in my shirt that i don't kno how it happened... >_<  too much skanking...but it was still fun!!  and i didn't lose my shoes or anything eitherr.
-i was poked, tickling, choked, slapped by doug.  what an abusive kid...hahahahh
-we saw ill tempered tuna!!  sweeeeeeet ska band
-after the concert, we ate @ taco bell oh yummmm.  i wanted subway, but there was no subway near us and we couldn't drive to the other side of rochester...that's ok though i <3 taco bell :)

took some pix with my camera phone:

me and M at clutch cargo's

view from the balcony

john farris's band

this is M doing her hair and make up...
M: "look, i have horns...i'm horny, cici!"

yep...that was fun :)

pictures of ill tempered tuna:

 
ill tempered tuna @ clutch cargos ( i told you i was right next to the stage)

the band playing @ someone's house

nate the drummer

mmmkaaaay

bianca gave me this quote, i thought it was cutee:

As we grow up we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heartbroken more than once and it's harder everytime. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friends. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing so fast and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too hard, and love like you've never been hurt because every minute you spend mad or upset is a minute of happiness that you'll never get back...<3

you kno what?  one tree hill is not on tonite...AGAIN.  3 weeks without my one tree hill...makes me an angry lil princess..

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i woke up early on saturday morning...and now i'm very bored...and i did another survey

Perfect Boyfriend Survey
Part ONE - Appearance

About how tall would he be ... a least a couple inches taller than me
Shoe size....ummm that doesn't really matter hahhah
Skinny or fat ? slim!
Buff or normal. normal, slim with the muscles though
Six-pack ? no!  i like 8-packs!!  =)
Hair style...hahahh SHORT
Color hair ? depends, asian boys should have dark hair
Eye color ? dark
Dark, Tan, or Light Skin ? very very tan
Glasses or contacts ? contacts
Piercing ? sure
Braces or no braces ?  HAHAH  hmm well i think braces can be kinda cute actually
Scars ? scars are fine
Eyebrows ? normal ones?
Big butt or little butt? ? normal one?  a nice one but not as nice as mine :)
Chest hair ? uhh NO
Do you really care what he looks like? yes i do but i could care more about his personality

Part TWO - Personality 

Nice or mean ? nice
Would he be caring ? of course!
Is he the sensitive type or the kinky type ?  hahahh umm he's sensitive
Would he be afraid to show his feelings ? not to me
Jealous type? ummm not all the time
Flirty ? only with me!!
Protective ? yea, but not too protective
Funny or serious ? both!
Outgoing or shy - outgoing
Lazy ? ahahahh i'm lazy
Sarcastic or sincere ? i think i've done this survey before...or one like it...but umm sincere
Would he swear ? no!  pottymouth!  :(
Music ? any type of rock... i guess i can take heavy metal

Part THREE - Social/School  

Does he have a lot of girl friends ? he can...learn some tips from girls
Would he hang out with your friends ? yea
Party or stay home ? both
Would he have a lot of friends ? of course
Smart or stupid ? smart
Would he put his friends before you? nope!
Would he drink ? sick no
Would he smoke? EWW NO
Would he do drugs ? DOUBLE EWW
Would he tell you he loves you ? of course he would...
Would he act different around his friends ? nope

Part FOUR - Around You  

Hold hands ? yea...the "intimate" way
Kiss you ? yeaaaa <3
Hug you from behind - yes!
Would he call you 'hunny, sweety, baby' - hahahah yea he does
Will he walk you to the door ? of course
Will he open doors for you ? if i don't beat him to it hahahah
Will he pull out chairs for you ? sometimes
Would he surprise you ? yes!  i like surprises
Remember your anniversary ? yea
Would he lay under the stars with you ? uh huh!  that's so cute :)
Watch the sunrise with you ? if we stayed up all nite, yes
Write love letters ? that'd be adorable.  and so emo.  hahahah
Write poems about you ? yeaaaaa awwww what a sweetie
Would he cook for you? hahahah if he can!  or else i'd cook for him

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today = driving day.  yayy!  i'm not that scared anymore.  except i ran through 2 red lights while mr. berry was on the phone with his girlfriend.  oopies...hahahah wow today was fun...we played "yellow car" while driving.  i was totally owning matt and my instructor, except then he made me forfeit cuz he said i had to concentrate on my driving...pooo.  and then random trivia questions: what's montana's state nickname?

ohhh yes i have good news :)  my french teacher is pregnant....loll we talked about it for like half an hour in class today and we were helping her decide on a name.  i think we all liked "Ruxandra" or "Alexandra" for a girl.  cuteee =)

speaking of names...i think i'm gonna name my cellphone.  kristen named hers "Andre."  HAHAHH.  i think will name my...Roxana.  i like that name   or i thought sabriel was pretty tooo

hmmm okkkkaaaay so *somebody* ahem asked me what kind of bracelet/ring i would like for our 6 months...:)

so i decided to look at tiffany's for ideas

bracelets:

$275

$275

$295

$13,900....yeaaaa i kno i kno...but a girl can dream

$295

now for the rings:

$185

$175

$155

$1,900...ahem yeaaaa remember i'm just looking at these for styles, kay?

pretty =)

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this morning we recieved news that one of our teachers had died last nite...jeez that's really sad  but yeah, he had cancer and he was going through treatments and stuff but i guess they didn't work...that's two of our teachers that have died this year...*sigh*

anyways...i want a new xanga...i've already created

http://xanga.com/scribbledhearts (leaning towards this one...) but then again, it'd be so much trouble switching over and stuff...

mmmkay i think this weekend will be good:

friday:
-more driver's ed...yuck it's so boring
-first ever french club meeting!!  yayy we finally have a french club!  that's gonna be super
-Keyclub District Convention aka laser tagging @ Beamers =)  ahahh even tho i haven't been to like half the keyclub meetings cuz of my soccer meetings...

saturday:
-more shopping at GLC.  gosh, i am getting sick of that mall, but i need to get some more christmas presents which means i cannot buy anything for myself, kay?   m.e. and shedd, you must control me!!

sunday:
-oh if this works out, it'll totally make my day.  eXposure tour @ clutch cargo's = sooo excited!  a bunch of local alternative and punk bands from 11am to 11pm be there!

and anita, i can still make the resonate program, but i'll prolly make copies on sat nite and give them to you.

and i think alexy is gonna find me a carebears t-shirt ooohh that'd be so cutee

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OH YAYY my super cute adorable carebears layout.  <3

i have just wasted like 2 hours doing surveys and going online.  and i have lots of hw today :(

*rawr* i hate school >_<  i seriously always have like 23472487 tests/quizzes every week.  i must go study and do math... poooo

yeaaa...but i put christmas music on!!  it's jessica simpson. =)

got this from michelle:

:: I've noticed that being with you, I smile a little more often, I anger a little less quickly, the sun shines a little brighter and life is so much sweeter. ::

ok the surveys:

Directions
Finish the sentence to make it true about you…Bold, italicize or underline the part that you change. Replace “…” with your answer. Add at least ONE more fill in the blank sentence when you’re done. *Get creative!*

1. If there is one thing I can’t stand it is lazy, whiny people.
2. I love it when my friends take me shopping!
3. My boyfriend/girlfriend is incredibly super amazing.
4. My best friend is incredibly super amazing.
5. I love my family because they raised me and gave me a good life :)
6. When I first met my best friend i though he was really really hot! i did!!
7. I’ve never italy . But I want to
8. I would never audition for the bachelor
9. One really good piece of advice someone has ever given me was "be a sister in christ to everyone you kno."
10. If/When I get married I want my wedding to be none.  i wanna elope!!
11. If/When I get married, our first dance will be i'm not sure..."more than words?"  "your song?"
12. If I could live ANYWHERE in the world, it would be new york or california
13. My dream house MUST have a really big bedroom, a pool, hot tub, and a balcony.
14. My top five favorite bands are right now are starsailor, the postal service, death cab for cutie, snow patrol, something corporate
15. My top five favorite singers are jeff buckley, ryan cabrera, old mariah carey, michelle branch, tyler hilton
16. One Nsync song I actually like is "this i promise you"
17. One Britney Spears song I can tolerate and can actually admit to liking is "everytime"
18. My dream job is actress or a psychiatrist/counselor
19. summer of '04 was the most fun I’ve ever had
20. alex aldrich is the hottest guy alive
21. sarah michelle gellar! (i <3 her) is the hottest woman alive 
22. When I turn/turned 21 the first thing I did/will do was/is have a great big partyy
23. I’m in love with my bao bei
24. I could eat yummy chicken everyday for the rest of my life and never get sick of it.
25. Close friend I would love to live alex :)
26. God Is the most important person in my life right now
27. moulin rouge (i guess? hhahah i have fav movie questions) is the best move EVER!
28. subway for fast food or benihanas is the best place to eat out.
29. If I were famous, I would LOVE it because i would be rich and go places . But I’d hate it because i would eventually want a regular life and time with my friends
30. One person, alive or dead, I would like to meet would definitely be audrey hepburn
31. The one person I’ve learned the most from in my life is God.  or liz :)
32. I wish I could be more like jesus
33. I wish I was more compassionate.
34. alex was the first person who ever broke my heart.
35. I can’t believe how much i want my digital camera...
36. I have tried like a boy when i was 5 This many times: 1 (i was really curious!!)
37. christmas is coming!!
38. you has my heart <3
39. I look totally hot in skirts, according to alex hahahah
40. my mp3 player is the coolest.
41. The one thing I love most is my boiiiieee
42. This one time my friends and I tried on "shirts" at forever 21 and it was effin hilarious
43. The last time I cried I was in bed last nite
44. I am in the mood for one tree hill (since i missed it on saturday) right now.
45. I wish i knew how to fix things and stop being involved in some much drama.
46. Love is life
47. liz has been a huge inspiration to me.
48. I regret wasting time and getting mad for lil things.
49. I wish i could go to lansing...
50. I need somebody here :(
51. I want to cuddle
52. I’ve always wondered why some boys are so jerky/cocky/horny/meanies except alex of course
53. I can’t handle school...and homework
54. I’m so phased by too much homework
55. jesus never fails to amaze me.
56. what i want most for christmas is my white peacoat!!  (which my mom will get me...hopefully near christmas)

hmmm another one

_______what was the last_______
movie you rented: i don't really rent movies...but i think texas chainsaw massacre?  hahah how many times have i been asked this question??
movie you bought: ummm wow i don't buy movies either...maybe old school?
song you listened to: slowdance on the inside by taking back sunday
song that was stuck in your head: true by ryan cabrera :)  shu just gave me his cd
song you downloaded: jeff buckley - grace
cd you bought: hahahh wow most of mine are burned...or on my mp3 player :)  but ummm i think it was modest mouse
cd you listened to: velvet revolver - contraband
person you called: alex
person that called you: alex!
tv show you watched: teenage ninja mutant turtles...hahahah sunday morning when i was waiting for my mom to get ready for church
person you were thinking of: alexie :)

_______do/what do_______
you wish you could live somewhere else: YEA somewhere warm like california!
you think about suicide: oh gosh noooo
you believe in online dating: ehhh no, not really
others find you attractive: apparently, a lot of people in lansing do hahahah 
you want more piercings: i don't have any right now!  but i want my ears pierced.
you want more tattoos: ummm i'm thinking about getting a really small one when i'm older
you drink: no!
you smoke: EWWW no
you like cleaning: yea right!  hahah umm i like organizing my clothes...if that counts as cleaning hahahh
you like roller coasters: hahah sure even though i'm frickin scared of really big ones
you write in cursive or print: print
you carry a donor card: no?

_______have you_______
ever cried over a guy: uhh yea A LOT
ever lied to someone: hmm yes
ever been in a fist fight: nope!  i'm a lover not a fighter =)
ever been arrested: no

_______what_______
shampoo: pantene pro-v
perfume: love spell by victoria's secret <3
shoes: fuzzy purple slippers
are you scared of: bugs, failure, being alone and losing ppl

_______number of_______
times your heart was broken: i use to think it was more, but once
hearts you broke: uhhh i think 2?
people you consider enemies: nobody!! god says to love everybody =)
people from high school you stay in contact with: still in high school
cds you own: like 32423847198
times your name has been in the paper: once?  hahah
things in your past you regret: are you kidding me??  why does every survey always ask this question...the answer is a lot

_______attractive people_______
most attractive person you know: my boy!
first person you thought was hot: this punk guy in 5th grade!  jeez i remember all the 4th grade girls worshipping him...
things that make them attractive: hottttie with a body!  hahahh ummm their eyes and their smiles and yea :)

_______which of your friends_______
drinks the most: uhhh no comment
is the smartest: farmer!! hahhah harvard boy
is the most athletic: iono clint??
will get married first: dave cheng
has bad luck with the opposite sex: oh that's mean...i dunno!  a lot of ppl seem to have bad luck these days :(

_______favorite_______
pop princess: hmmm i guess ashlee simpson even tho i use to <3 xtina
boy band: hahah i don't think any exist right now, but n'sync was def. my fav.  i'm serious!
rocker chick: ummm gwen stefani?
rapper: kanye west! yeaaaaah
color: p!nK
food: bourbon chickennn!
drink: slice or dr. pepper

tell me if you take it, kay?

hmmm i think i might go work at wendy's, cuz they are like always hiring and matt's already getting me an application.  but seriously, i need a job, cuz i have no money :(  very poor girl here...still wants her digital camera.  let's review her christmas list:
-kyocera 4 megapixel digital camera $235 (would also like a 128 mb or 256 mb memory card)
-white peacoat (see waaay above
-fuzzy boots (which jordan is getting me, i think)

mmkaay now i think i will go...do hw!!  have a super week

...slowdance on the inside // taking back sunday
aka pretty much only song by tbs i like <3

i found this thing on my friend's livejournal...it's so frickin cuteee =)  this puts me in such a good mood.  it makes me miss him though...even more...if that's possible . but yea my comments are in the normal font color in parenthesis :)  some parts were edited by me and the ones that didn't apply/didn't like i deleted.  go here if you want the original --> http://www.livejournal.com/users/__clavicle/18871.html

-I have a boy.  A nice boy.
-Someone who would move the hair away from my eyes and then kiss me.
-Hold my hand in line at the mall and make all the girls jealous.  (*cough* all those freshman girls...)
-Someone who wears the same size as me in girls pants.  (prolly does...29/30 inch hips?)
-Someone who would sing to me at random moments  (on the phone!)
-Someone who would let me sleep on their chest.  :)
-Someone who's hip bones made me want them.
-A boy who would beat the crap out of someone if they called me fat.
-And of course he’d be in a BAND.  (and he's the lead singer )
-It'd be cute if he fell asleep early and I snuck into bed with him.
-We wouldn’t have any rules about who's clothes are who's.  (umm except he can't wear mine hahaha)
-When he goes away, he would call me 2 times a day.  (he's almost always away...and he does call me at least twice a day )
-He would apologize for calling too much and no matter how many times I tell him its okay, he still does it--And I don’t get sick of it.
-He wouldn’t mind me reciting the lines to all my favorite movies.
-He would surprise me with 25 cent rings.  (or a tiffanys :)
-He would grab my waist and kiss my neck <3
-He'll always make out with me when I want him to and never pull away.
-Oh and I’d love his bed head.  (or hair...i've seen it many times and it's adorable)
-And we'd always take pictures in photobooths.  (oh we should alexy :) that'd be cuuteee )
-We would play tag on the beach.
-He’d tell all his friends about me and smile at me when he did.
-This boy would dedicate songs to me at his shows.
-We'd sit on the kitchen floor and eat PB&J sandwiches.
-We’d kiss in the rain.
-We would play Playstation.  (or xbox...halo 2 hahahah)
-Sometimes he would teach me how to play guitar, but he would always end up laughing at me.
-He'd run his fingers through my hair
-Someone to share lollie popswith
-He will get along with all my friends, and vice versa.
-We'll go to the diner real late and make friends with everyone there.
-He would never be embarrassed to say "I Love You" In front of his friends.
-He never censors himself if he wants to say 'cute' or 'aww'.
-I want a boy who can argue over stupid things with me, and than go totally soft when I got sad and apologized.
-We'd have a candle lit dinner with take out
-We'll kiss at midnight on New Years in Times Square.
-We would make funny faces at each other on the phone.
-I want someone who would lay with me outside under the stars.
-Someone who would take me to the city just to walk around.
-Someone who will squirt me with water guns in the house.
-I would like to write my name in a heart on his hip bone, and him to write his on mine.
-Someone who would tell me I was *beautiful*, but not too often.  (don't wanna overuse it...<3)
-Talk on aim about stupid things.
-Someone who would make me laugh like no one else could.
-He'd pick up a flower for me while walking.
-He'd surprise me all the time.
-He wouldn't break my heart or lie to me
-A boy who would watch me put makeup on and then tell me I didn’t need it.  (and tell me i look just as good...if not better)
-We'd quote lines from movies or songs to describe the moment.
-He'd hold me closer than normal if i was sick
-His feet wouldn’t bother me as much as everyone else’s do  (he thinks MY toes are cute!!)
-He would draw me pictures
-We'd go out alot, but also stay home some weekends like hermits and keep to ourselves.
-When we kissed our hips will be pressed together
-He'd play with my hair
-we’d go to different phone booths and call each other.
-We'd buy disposable cameras in bulk and take tons of pictures.
-We'd fight sometimes. (and i always win...but maybe one day i'll let him win)
-I want a boy who wouldn't mind to change his ways and open up to me.

so darn cute...you guys would understand if you had a boy like mine

while watching the O.C. last nite, i've decided that i really like alex/seth.  no more summer/seth.  that's ok though, i was starting to not like summer as much anyways :)  i <3 OC.

does anybody kno when break starts in rochester?  i heard it was the 23rd, but that seems waaay late...*rawr*  that's too far away!  :(

hmmm tomorrow is the *jingle run*.  but i don't think i'm gonna go cuz they moved it to like...birmingham this year.  ohh welll i will miss out on the food and shirt and jingle bells on my shoes...

i think i'm gonna put xmas music on my xanga next :)